Dazed-Out & Freaked

FREAKED-OUT FRIDAY........

Hasn't had the chance to say my "thank u's" to everyone for an awesome Dazed Out party. It was one of those freaky nights that things just happened... awesome group of people who actually put quality first!!..... from the drinks to the music. For once, I was like 'father-of-the-bride'..... trying to make sure that everyone was at the RIGHT place. So what if i drop 2 trays of shooters.... the DJs dropped wicked tunes that gave us a BIG reason why DAZED OUT should continue and get proper support from within....

Apologise to Ben for getting 'snag' at by the Denon DJ executives from Japan. But it was sure funny, man!!

Who were the 2 girls on the dancefloor, having the shooters with us....? Kinky!!

Vince, my bar supervisor, was in his best shoes that night. In fact, he was very much impressed by the attendees. Most who came actually knows what they're drinking. We ran out Macallan...?? Matt finish his bottle of Singleton? The other table next to them had 2 bottles of Chivas in less than 2 hours...?? Fred bought drinks for all the girls on the dancefloor...?? and i thought i look cool behind the bar...... No license to serve drinks, but I can help get ice and choose the premium bottles for some people.

If I can remember vaguely, I thought I saw Yukun autographing the giveaway cds.... hmmm.... next month, we'll standby cameras also.... a glass of ice water for everyone who have their photos taken....(ice water before leaving the club is a MUST if you wanna be home safe!!) DEAL??!! The photos will cost for something when Yukun release his next track..."FAT COW SMOKE GRENADE"

Anyway, I'm hoping it gets better thru time, a lil' more support from within ________ would definitely help.

Till the next DAZED OUT!... (still dazing...)

Seems like animals are friendlier to humans,
can't say the same for species that can act both.....

....I've decided that I prefer Kangaroos than monkeys......

coz, they chill, always keep it low, full of strenght but use it only when necessary,
big pouch but never brag about it......
....get the drift...??

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On a different note, its back to work tmw. Still can't find the fire to move and understand why I'm still here. I would make many people happy by leaving, but its injustice to let ignorance have the last laugh. This will be the last journey and my last effort to understand why we choose to do what we are doing.... it's like, "yeah but no, but yeah, but no!!"

I hate confrontations....... it always turns out bad. That's why I'm never saying much and let it pass, or even sleep on it. But when faced with, rest assured I'm not gonna hold back this time.

There's a disease lingering ......... its called 'MAD FAT COW disease'.....

(excuse the private rants..)

Just got back from the East Asia Tour with Denon DJ for workshops, seminars and gigs. Tired but worth the time. Anyway, back to reality, back to stress, back to stupidity, and back to ignoranosity.

Photos will be uploaded soon for visual satisfaction and infotainment of young wannabes that 'less-talk, more-action' is the best resolution..... and not forgetting the ardent readers of this blog......

Maybe I should come and play tonight...... and irritate the hell out of everybody!!

I've lost my white flag and misplaced them towel..... this is all I've got.

I reckon General Yamashita is jumping for joy..... somehow, we'll be back after the Atomic bomb, if it still exist.

Let's do this for the sake on mankind...... but I'm sure we'll survive.....

Huggy Bear says, "People need skills to survive....." - I'll go find one.... NOW!

Alone in FREO

Your touch is warm, as the candle next to me
But my heart is cold, as I wait alone…for you
I want to hold you, to feel you near me....
Deep within, I search for a sign, or a clue.

I am still alone.

I hear your voice in my head, a constant reminder
Feel the warmth in the air, it’s you who I desire
A ghost appears from the forest, is it you, oooh the fire
Then I realized, it can’t be you, maybe an outsider...

In this forest, I’m still alone

Nothing moves, no spark of life, not even a sound
So much emptiness, shadows, of the unknown
I sit alone all tired, against a tree that I found
Looking around for a sign, or a message on a stone

Left all alone

The wind started blowing, and the trees made such noise
Frightened, I got up running to all directions, scared
Screaming for you to hold me again, my heart it destroys
I am cold, from passion I’m naked, my insanity is declared

I am lifeless, for I’m still alone

I look at your picture, but all I get, is memories
A Shattered heart's stories, screaming loudly at me
As the night falls, and the rain falls like flurries
Down my face, I again get up, and my life I flee

Scared, I’m still alone

As the sky goes black, and the monsters of the night awaken
Turning my life miserable, constant agony, and sorrow
Could be I’m forgotten, and my soul is forsaken?
The tears running away, I wish I could see tomorrow

A constant reminder, I’m all alone

I hope to hear your voice, to lead me out of this
Or your gentle touch, against my weakened shoulder
Your face I wish for, and the sweet memories I miss
To bring me back from this nightmare, as I’m getting colder

But nothing I hear, just silence, as I realized the truth

Distend to be alone

(...lookout for the release of this single - sequel to 'WHO SHOOK MY WHORE'.....'ALONE IN FREO....' - Razaq )

I can't get use to ...."not working..." or "....on holiday...". Technically, I'm on leave.... physically..... I'm still working.

Currently in Perth, en-route to Sri Lanka and Zimbabwe. but I'm still going around doing stuff for the purpose of work..... Try telling that to anybody and they'll say it's CRAP. Can't blame anybody but myself. After 2 years not having time to take breaks, I'm feeling hard to adjust to 'not working' ...... Furthermore, its quite tiring and frustrating that lots of things not working well.... whatever it is.... I'm tired of bull's crap. Really hoping to come back and change things around, but that will never be the case. Everyone is pretending to be ok when things are getting quite bad.... I mean real bad. Unfortunately, no one wants to wake up and live in the real world....

IT's sad that as much as we're fighting for quality and not quantity.... it's still seems that quantity is still the answer.... 'crappy quantity always pays'... the answer from 'wise' people......

I was hoping to get to the PC and start reading emails and post pictures..... unfortunately, after reading emails.... I get so frustrated and demoralised....

should stop here...... I gettin' pretty upset now.

THERE'S A BOY IN EVERY MAN........

It was not too long ago that I got my first LEGO set. I spent one whole week playing with it, not bothered about homework, meals or friends... Years past, here we are, older, wiser but still excited with our 'new' toys. This time, its called investments of working tools...... In the meantime, here's Yukun with his new toy.......







.......this time its not just a sticker anymore. IMPRESSED, SATISFIED, RELIEVED. Multiple orgasm...??

what da chuck......!!

After a chucking long day.... I get home can't even get a chucking place to sleep. Is it school holidays.....???!!! the kids are all here!!! I've got no chucking place to sleep, eat, do work...... chuck!!!! got lots of chucking work, man!! tmw is gonna be another chucking long day...!! got chucking early morning.......!!

that's it...!! time to really find a chucking place of my own. Period!! no more chucking time to chucking think!!!

chuck you, you, you and you!!!! I'm chucking pissed that I can't chucking rest in my own chucking home....!!!!

Btw, the RAIN MAN is so chucking BLUR!!! People order 'Dirty Martini'...... he wrote 30 Martini!! Chuck you la...... another 29 martini who wanna drink...???!! SOMEBODY GIVE HIM A CHUCKING TIGHT SLAP, PLEASE!! (insider joke......)

MIXTAPE FM

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If you have your own mixtapes, and would like to be heard...... do email it to mixtape@london.com

A sexy old blonde used to say...... "when you care; you share....!"

Another old blonde said..... "when you share, it must be fair....!"

A younger blonde say... "its not fair unless you bare, from the toe all the way up to the hair...!"

An old bloke would then say.... "if you bare, I'll stare.... in my underwear..!"

But seriously, lets be fair, share your mixtapes, bare it to the world, and let's stare at the computer screen with ears wide open!

NO SHIT!! Sunday is over, Monday's here..... AGAIN.

Time wasted by doing absolutely nothing...... no, let me re-phrase. Time was utilized fully by sleeping, laying on the floor, staring at the wall and trying to figure what to do with this life. That's quite productive......... NOT!!!!!

It was only months ago that the sundays looked refreshing and hopefully. Unfortunately, 'refreshing' & 'hopeful' was never gonna last when the main agenda was to 'scam' other people's generosity. (.....what goes around, comes around, hopefully...)

Some new things are coming this week. Unfortunately, I'm not excited yet. Use to be so up-for-it and excited for new things. Nowadays, I seem to have lost the fire. Not sure what is the main cause even though everyone says is just 'burn-out'.

The 'Black Beauty' is still in the box....... maybe I should just put it in a flame.... err, I mean FRAME.

One more week before I take a break from work and go do my own things...... I'M NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!

oh well...... i'm gonna try please myself and go do some "mind-over-matter" things. Let's see...

Monday - Go for nice Vietnamese dinner in Holland V.
Tuesday - Go eat oysters at Que Pasa
Wednesday - Bring all my DJs for dinner at Great World City
Thursday - Gonna try put the "Black Beauty" to the test before the Tours, then, go eat....
Friday - Gonna be a bloody long day........
Saturday - Carlsberg Soccer Tournament, stay home due to injury**
Sunday - Champagne party at Coastes.


(I'm kinda hungry now.......damn, nothing to eat!)

It's 4am monday morning, I can't sleep!!

The TuBorg party in dbl O last night, with celebrity radio DJs Don & Drew..........

BORING...!!!

I pity all the CARLSBERG boys...... they were lost, bored-fucked, didn't know what was happening.

The celebrity MCs/DJ/radio-personailty..... well, they wanted to showcase themselves as multi-talented. Yeah..... who cares??!! People just wanted to have fun and more free beers. Isn't that's the idea of the TuBorg FUNSTARTERS program...??? Too bad, damage done!!

To the Carlsberg Boys........ chill out. Let's try CARLSBERG with lemon twist....