That's it....... i've lost it. Just lost everything..... no more energy, no more drive, no more fuel and power to keep going like this. Drained out to the max, not sure how to refuel and recover. For once, I'm very sure that I need a freaking LIFE.

Eyes crossed, vision blurred, throat soared, ears blocked and mind twisted.

I'm gonna take the best advise I've heard after a long time....... get the hell out of this country.... make the money and run. Run to the nearest deserted, un-molested and un-civilized island you can find......

Point taken.....