GOAL !!!!!!!!!!........

hehehe.........!

UPDATES!!!!

Tonight's eve Labour Day special get-together party is off..... however the normal stuff will carry on..... normal dancefloor anthems for the typical Sat models crowd. I doubt the models will be there coz there's not gonna be any free flow for them, and the 'show-offs' won't be there.

I guess marketing have an idea of what's gonna happen, so let them do their job. Models and 'beautiful' people are more important than local punters and real clubbers.

we gonna be doing the same shit...... somebody is definitely thinking of a better solution to bring the crowd on eve of holidays.....

see ya, when we see ya. don't know when......

Back in school many years ago... I learned about a caption which says, "HUMAN ARE NEVER SATISFIED WITH ONES WANT..." now in the adult working world, I see what it means in physical form, and what it can do to people. their personality change, friends become foes and every good deed are turn to faults and mistakes.

In any office and other working environment, I'm sure we go through this everyday in our life. some of us go through it like a samurai sword thru a cheesecake, some had to wriggle through the edges. in any ways, its nothing cheery and something that anyone wants to go thru. That is if you're on the receiving end.

You see, there are people who are ambitious, over-ambitious, zealous and over-zealous. There are some who tried very hard to be in control that they forgot about themselves and their responsibilites. A lot of times, these things doesn't bother me if they know what they are doing and give results. But when I'm the one doing the 'clean-up' work, it can be very frustrating. There are others who always wants to dictate a certain situation but leave it lying at the last minute - because they can't cope with the expectations of producing results.

Too many times I have been pushed aside coz I don't have the qualifications and all those shit. But roped in to clean things up; because its my department, my jurisdiction. Fark Off!

Control Freaks - be in control with yourself first! Do you know how stupid you look like trying to be something you're not??

My time is up - gotta move on...... Everything I have build for the past 6 years will go down slowly... all because - I don't have the paper qualifications, i don't go to marketing school...??

For all you know, I was already in the industry when these people were trying to figure out which is a toe, and which is a penis!

18th May - the big show.... go figure out yourself. i'm not coming back!

TRIBUTE TO A FRIEND



Today you will be going home, a place where you gonna be safe forever from all the troubles that we will still be going thru. Rest assured that we will take care of all your interest here on earth. Your legacy will go on as part of our journey.

It will never be the same again.... there will be 1 person short to laugh at my stupid jokes, I've lost a friend who bother to go eat MOS burger with. I don't have anyone to make fun of with the 'eyes' joke. And, I've lost a friend who thinks that I'm super talented. Worst of all....... I've just lost a dear friend.

We understand that GOD took you back for a reason..... and we know you will always have our back. We'll be missing you......

TAKEN FROM YUKUN'S BLOG.......

SAMANTHA JAMES - "Rise"
You should believe me
And everything I choose to do
You should believe that I'll
Always come back to you

Life is discovering
The love that we create
Life is a mystery
We need to embrace

In every way
You need to let go
You'll see all your dreams will follow
In every way
You need to let go

[Chorus]
People rise together
When they believe in tomorrow
Change the day to forever
This life keeps movin'

Open your mind and see
We have everything we need
Dream or reality
Fulfill its destiny

In every way
You need to let go
You'll see all your dreams will follow
In every way
You need to let go

This is what it's all about....... Life at the fullest! and, you feel thru the music. that's why we say Deep House touches the soul....

I feel crabby now..... I miss Kristin.

Was cleaning up the hard disk drivers and found some valuable photos that's worth another look before it goes to the Recycle Bin.......

Showtime!

dbl O DJ crew looking swanky at NTU JASH 06. T-Shirts sponsored by Flesh Imp, Jackets sponsored by Anand Saidin Jeans Centre

DJ Showcase at Career Exhibition '06

2 of the Most Eligible Bachelors in Dist. 11

Freedom.... Freedom....

One must be wondering why I have Hardy's pic on this blog...... Not really a fan, but a friend. Cool guy. Nevertheless, I'm goona steal something from him soon. I think he might like it. Fcuk Off!! not stealing his heart.... we are straight!!

Btw, his album cover is sooooo boring.......

Damn!! I see smoke signals again...... tired la...... Don't bloody send smoke signals... Just send me the 'briefcase'.... Deal or No Deal?

I wonder if they have this in Bangkok.....?? Anybody going to China??
Size US10 half

INSIDER'S RANT


Cookie Monster is here today, unfortunately I got no mood to talk. Feeling Shitty! must be the flu bug. Anyway, this project is taking too much time..... getting tired. Its either Deal or No Deal....??


I guess its a NO DEAL at all...... just remembered the song, "Quit Playing Games With ...." - Backstreet Boo-Boys.

Kena OFF-SIDE trap!

Oi Uncle Lim!!?? Sleep ar?!

Oh dear..... I'm getting the *ahem* bug.... again!

Couldn't remember no shit what happened last night..... was abducted by aliens, again? at least they sent me home! and I still have my clothes and stuffs intact.

On a more positive note, Mel is getting hitched soon.... final preparations for the big day are in place. Yukun and Me are practising our rendition of MY HEART WILL GO ON, AND ON, AND ON...... *wink*

Btw, you sure you wanna leave the music behind.....? Dude, its in YOU, man. It'll never go away. hahaha!

You sure you wanna leave this behind??

Who your daddy....?!

And leave the crowd hanging, again? In case you forgot, this always happen when we play.......

We gonna miss you Eugene........ (the small dude in the front row in black)

What the hell is happening to the world!?....... as harmless as you are, but why does this has to happen to you.....??

Rest, buddy.

Today is World Earth Day. Organisations and groups of people who celebrate this day, make efforts to save the environment. Be it planting more trees, re-cycling products, etc..... In Singapore, we celebrated this day by paying extra dollars for plastic bags or shopping carriers. Whether its good or not, we'll let the aunties and ah sohs in the market talk about it.... for me.... I did my part on saving the earth...... Today, I will not give waste to the earth, and will not try pollute the earth with my 'toxic' gas. No, I'm not joking. I have not been to the toilet nor polluting the environment........



Tomorrow, if I don't go to the toilet before work..... I'll make sure the colleagues in the office share the same 'toxic' air!! And hopefully, I can share again with the events people at ACM.

Yukun in BAD mood!! somebody gotta hurt real bad...........

let's play Rainbow Connection again.......... Kermit!!!

Bloody Moron!!! why does some people are such a bloody moron!!........ why does some people try speaking with Ang Moh accent, yet cannot understand english!!......... We have said 3 times that we don't bloody have any rock music or any 70s music..... yet you keep bloody asking!!!

Nobody asked you to come into the club, nobody tell you how to dress up.... so, don't tell us that the music is wrong. Before you even start talking, please understand what you are talking about first.....!! No Rock music!! not that we don't want to play..... we don't bloody have the materials, MORON!

After this, there's gonna be another moron asking for RnB!! Trust me!!

If don't like the music, get out and save yourself some trouble..... and money.

Once again, we are not playing Techno music. If you don't know, please ask. We're not trying to teach you..... obviously, you're too oblivious to the surrounding to even understand what's happening.

Was watching a video about House music the other day and heard Roy Davis Jr. said, "House music is all about LOVE, POSITIVITY & TOGETHERNESS."........ I'm wondering if too much of it will make a person change his personality..? is it a crime when a guy stopped to smell the roses?.... how about starting to appreciate life and people around him? ........ EMO sial!!

Next week's topic.... - AGRO!

Today, I concluded that the education system that we brag so much here is actually a big CRAP!! the teachers are crap....... no wonder not many wanna be a teacher.

We found out that a few guys that we know, doesn't actually understand what is ham, pork, bacon and Babi!! They were not thought about it in school!

This is what happened.......

Had an event where finger food was served. Some had pork, bacon or ham in it...... Then, there were a group of Malay boys who wanted to try the food. They started to point at some and said, "this one cannot eat - got pork. this one can eat, its ham."

I asked why can't eat pork but can eat ham....? the Malay guy said, "....pork is Babi (pig), not halal.......". I asked again, "..... so what is ham?" he look confused.

I said to him, "..... pork, bacon and ham come from pig... all not halal. and, ham is not Hamster."

The malay guy said, " IS IT??!!" (with a shocked face)

WTF!

HAM

HAMSTER

See the difference in size.......??

Do you still blame the teachers, education system, students, tv, MacDonald's or ..............??

Dude, you're in deep shit!

(this post was modified to protect the ignorance of mankind)

I woke up this morning and listened,

I listened for our early morning home life buzz,

listened for the sound of your voice,

Your voice gently whispering and humming,

Humming words of love to me.

And I woke up this morning,

but heard nothing, Nothing familiar, nothing I know,

Nothing I know now but a true pain,

A true pain flowing through my body and soul,

For I will not hear you and, I will not see you,

You all who gave me warmth,who shared food and laughter,

You who gave me life, Life today forever changed,

Changed into loneliness, Loneliness and fear, Fear with none of you,

You who were everything to me,

I miss you I miss you every moment of the day,

Day in and day out, Out of tears I sit awake and carefully listen,

Listen for you… in case, just in case,

… How I miss you.

Oh whack! 3 days straight full of events and meetings! next week another round! it's only april, yet there's events all over the places...... I need to get out for a breather!! NOW!!

"EXTRAODINARY WORKER - extra work, ordinary pay" - Tony Blair

HOT!

HOTTER!

FREAKIN' HOT! (the seat)

"Nothing beats a man who cooks!" - you got that right, sugar!

Its freaking very irritating when you're quietly watching the TV and the programme was catching your interest.... then, the commercial trailers come in. What's worse is that they keep showing the same bloody lame trailers of the MSU2007!!..... Every year same old story. The ladies are beautiful, intelligent, speaks well.....bla, bla,bla..... Goodness!! I can't wait what Edwin gonna say in the New Paper!!

All these quoting famous people during the "chat-up" is really unnecessary...... does it really score points?... if it does, something is wrong with the judges.

"... Martin Luther King said, I HAVE A DREAM!!...." - ya! I got wet dream also!!



"... James Dean said, Dream like you live forever?.... live like you die tmw...??" - James Dean stoned on something, again....?



"......Mama said, Knock you out!!...." - Mama knows best!


Maybe there should be a new way to get the ladies for MSU. Get them to drink 5 shots of tequila and do the hokey-pokey. Sing Majulah Singapura the way Celine Dion would.... with the horsey-face. Lock the girls in a room with Carbonara, and listen him brag about ...... bla, bla, bla.... if you're still sane after that... you passed!! Oh no!! its on TV again...... argh!!!!

btw, don't forget to vote for my boys -JDI- on Dancefloor!!

Sunday, Broken sunday!


Was roting at home until early evening when I nearly commit suicide due to extreme boredness. (except for a 'little' company and encouragement from the sms-es). Decide to go out for a walk in town and get some essential stuff. No more groceries shopping...*sigh*

Unfortunately, got 'lost in translation'.... ended up burning a hole in the pocket!! damnit!



yea!... got me-self a PSP to counter the boredom and long-flight that's coming in the next working trip. I'm becoming a gadget freak .... and its freaking me out!! no-shit! its a guy-thing but is it worth the money, especially with the limited time I have......? we'll see. Anyway, its cheaper than a normal handphone or iPod.

Next, ..... get a new.........

"Nothing like the real thing......"

Dammit! Its sunday again.

...... just because I wore my tee inside-out and changed in front of the world, it makes me a JERK?!... whatever people!

at least I didn't 'jerk-off' in front of anybody!

F-O!

Oosh! or is it Oopss!




OMFG! what happened last night??!

both Yukun and myself were at Oosh! Grand Opening party..... met quite a number of familiar faces and friends from the industry. DJs, musicians, models, models-wannabe, people-who-think-they-are-models, the "Idol" - Hardy. hmmm...... hardy? Hardy Mirza?..... oh ya, it was Hardy..... very awkward. (like I'm trying to steal something from him....)

However, a night of networking eventually turned to be horrendous! In fact, I thought I was 'Oosh-ed out' by the drinks or the music played by the 'UK DJ'..... (nika...?? nika...??) We learnt that never ever drink alcohol which you can't see the label or brand from the bottle. Was it cheap vodka? or was it even vodka at all...? maybe shouldn't blame their choice of drinks, maybe because we are so use to Belvedere and Goose vodka.... that's why 'low-end' vodka can piss you off easily. Nevertheless, the drinks was not the main issue here.... service was so so considering its a free flow party..... (we had only 2 beers, 2 vodka - trashed!!)

The main issue of the night is this so-called 'UK DJ'....... OMFG! I'm not gonna say anything.... (go read Yukun's blog for more details - djyukun.blogspot.com) It's not our style to critisize other DJs..... but we had many other people doin' it there that we had to join in the fun!

Left the place before 11pm, feeling Oosh-ed! Didn't actually remember anything untill we reach the club..... Remembered downloading the 'event-details' to some people. Later, the Denon boys came and started another round of mayhem in dbl O.

Till now, I'm still trying to re-call the things (stupid and embarassing things) I did last night. Remembered vaguely that I went to all the DJ consoles and bothered the DJs..... I think. One thing for sure is that.... I went home, I didn't drive but took the cab, I didn't beat anyone or get beaten, I didn't molest or get molested, but I did make some foolish things....... its just me sometimes..... Anyway, at least I'm single and didn't have to make other person worried or angry anymore. Potential 'hook-ups'.... at least they saw the ugly side of me.....

Tonight...... de-tox. Got to buy lots of green tea drink.... can't drink in the outlet anymore. They made us pay for it!! WTF!

Video and song of the week.... by Ishtar Alabina - Last Kiss

Personal rant ......

Had a very un-productive sunday..... lonely and un-productive. Some cousin, nephews came to chill at home... and disturb my rest. Grandma came along and started what she had stopped doing 3 years ago ........ she bugged me about the "M" word!!

You guess right!! MARRIAGE....!

Back then, Mom and grandma always bug me about these things.... however it stopped when I said I was gay. They knew I was joking, they knew I was busy with work, and they knew how 'broken' I was.....

Recently, we had a family dinner, whereby I brought my then-girlfriend to the party. Sort of an 'un-official' meeting session. In fact, it was the 2nd meeting. Everybody was cool about it... and the response was..."at last, big bro brought a girl home to meet us!"....

Last night, the topic came out again. Granny kept asking why I'm still single, and a super long speech about family life.

Something that they don't know and will never understand about me. Any straight and responsible guy would eventually wants to settle down and have a family. Obviously, there are circumstances and obstacles that stopped a person like me of doing so. Some people think that we guys are always afraid of commitment... some think that, because we are in the 'limelight' all the time, we wanna look single and 'keep options open'.... Does anybody understand that it's very tiring to get in and out of relationships, arguing about singlehood, and such.

Here's my answer to Mom and Granny (they don't read my blog, but some busybody cousins and nephews does. they will report this to Granny and Mom!)

1. Yes, I want to get married and settle down and have 'little-me' running around.

2. Yes, I have been thinking about my future.

3. Yes, I'm straight and prefer women.

4. Yes, I know I'm getting older (anyway, life starts at 40 - that means I'm still very very young)

5. Yes, I like and loved the girl I brought home.

6. And yes, we broke off, and went our seperate ways.

As much as we wanna be together, neither of us are willing to convert (we are of different race & religion)...... period. Life goes on... I'll keep it within my heart.

Mom and Grandma, in 2 years time, if I'm still not married, I'll let you guys choose my bride, regardless of race, language or religion.....

You'd be surprised that not only my parents and grandma are concerned...... my bosses have been asking also.

Btw, I'm not looking........ let the 'butterfly find its own nest....'

Ebony & Ivory

Ladies and Gentlemen,

its time for a drink.....!! we just had our first fight at the club!!..... as they say... If the club has a fight in the first 3 months, its bound for great success!!!!! just in case you people wondering what was the fight for....? its not about women, staring or even case of wrong identity....... guess wat??
It was because..... some muthaf*cker pee-ed at the club's bridge....( if u 've been here, you would know where)So much for being the 'beautiful' people..... models and such..... got no manners, no pride...
Don't blame the alcohol, man! IF you're stupid and ignorant..... that's what you are!! Lucky thing that his friends was the one who 'handled' him.... if it was our 'piranhas'....... things could get really really bad....... I mean.... "SOMEBODY GOTTA HURT REAL BAD......." don't know who, but somebody.......

UPDATES.......

Had a great show at the Muzika Extravaganza concert....... (Mediacorp + RTM). Our segment and Hady Mirza's slot had the biggest applause and cheer. For a moment it felt really good to be a celebrity, but the photo-sessions was really a chore. I'm not photogenic nor a hip-hopper (more of a grasshopper).... felt very funny acting in front of cameras and obliging to fan's request. the autograph session was not too bad. I think I prefer being the normal person.. not the celebrity thingy.......

Last night's guest DJ from Bkk (JDJ Soundheaven) was really cool. Funky house at its best. Grooving, driving and pounding.... my kinda sound. Crowd seems lost and drowned in the bottles of champagne...... it looks like a 'trade party'.... Michel Lu was there, Giogio Ferrari, Ivan & Cara (New Paper), so are many others from the industry that I can't name them (eM Studio is suppose to be their 'secret' hideout from the public)

Getting ready for another long night....... I hope its gonna be as hilarious as the other weekends.

tomorrow sunday yet??

Its Friday afternoon..... I'm getting ready for another long day at MediaCorp..... the 'live' show is on tonight from Suria and RTM1 @ 8.30pm. Alot of time is wasted at waiting for your segment... no shit!!

In the meantime, if you got no plans for this weekend, here's something to look-out for......

Funky, Disco, Electro.... BKK style

huh??!!

No Shit!! 'minimal beats'...?? what the hell is that?? 'Tech House' ??!! we play that? you sure?? "somebody gotta hurt real bad......?" - Russel Peters

Song of the weekend - CHANGES by Black Sabbath

When it comes.............


....... and its not fun.

AHLI FIQIR

This week will be the annual Muzika Extravaganza, and it will be shown 'live' on Suria. This year I'll be backing-up Malaysia's Malay-hip hop sensation, Ahli Fiqir (above). They have since parted with their DJ (Cza-striped tee), and being the next 'cute' DJ in the scene(duh!).... I was roped in. Anyway, this is not the first time I'm 'jammin' with them. Have been their back-up DJ since 5 years ago.... (I prefer that than being in a full-time member)

Its gonna be 'live' on Suria on Friday at 8.30pm........... after that, catch me 'live' at eM Studios with the 'Green Monster' - Yukun from 11pm onwards.

"Alma Mater dear, to thee we sing your praises;
We will make our voices ring, so the world will know thy name......"

"Ang Mo Kio Sec School - my alma mater..........."

Less-Stress on Sundays..........

Forget it!! I think I will never get a peaceful sunday. never get the rest I fully deserve, and never able to have a peaceful mind.

For no reason I got called back to rectify some technical issues in 2 outlets. damn! they really know when to go out of order. Before I could give excuses of not to be able to get out of bed, they reminded me that I was the duty manager for the group this month. NO SHIT!! wtf!

Anyway, at least I didn't have anything on, or else, people would say that I always 'leave them hanging' (back out last minute).

I hope its a gonna be a good week, again. the weather looks good, hopefully it stays that way. Got new partner this week, and another 2 new members in the department. Its growing steadily, and progressing 'stealth-fully'......

Song of the Day ......... 'ManicMonday' - the Bangles

here are some questions that I got during the weekend at eM ..........

1. Hi...... are you Yukun? (yukun standing 3 feet away......)
2. Can you play RnB with House? (new music genre that we have yet to discover)
3. Can you play Clinic music? (which clinic? kelantan rd clinic, EYE clinic, TB clinic)
4. Can you play some electro, like White Horse or The Clash? (is dat all?)
5. Can you go harder? (from Carbonara to me...)
6. Can you not go too hard? (from Carbonara to Yukun...)
7. Are you gay? (from .......)
8. What are you doing here behind the console? (...duh?!)

Question of the week......

Q: CAN YOU PLAY THE 'CHICKEN LITTLE' SONG?